Apathy

I'm a lot quieter about the war than I was before it happened. I guess not I'm observing it more than worrying about it. I'm in desensitised (how does one spell that?) mode. Now I don't have the energy to worry about what's going on. I don't like it but to worry about the anguish that has been inflicted on all the people who have been victims of this war is a lot of worry. I pray for peace. I'll go to the marches. I guess I'll do what I can. But it's a lot of work to actively feel about all these things, especially when I don't feel like it will make any difference.